when i was cleaning my room, i found this card. and i even forgot i had this! haha. guess i bought it in Alice in wonderland shop in oxford. ok, now i’m above excited cos i have this cutie.

well, sometimes i do wonder if i can ever grow up.

my craziness about disney and all that stuffs related seems to be endless.

yeayyy finally submitted all the essays, and exams have passed too. this month has turned me into a geek. i have no life but study study stuffs. i’m a geek by accident, i might add.

this is my whole life for a month

now, i’m back on my feet. i really thank God! well, one more groupwork due next tuesday. but at least it’s not thousands words essays, or ‘amazing’ exams problems.

well, i suppose this weekend would be great. i’m planning to go to warwick castle as a reward for myself.

image from here.

but the thing is, at some points we might feel tired. all we need are rest, drink something, or eat, lay down on the green grass then continue biking. argh i’m soooooo crazy lately. well, no it’s not just about the campus thingy. it’s the whole things happening to my life lately.

but no matter what, i need to balance my bike. i’m the only one who can ride my own bike of life. ok. i’ll deal with it. J’ai besoin de Dieu.

I have been living here in UK for 5 months by now!

me in my campus, University of Birmingham

My life lately is very boring. bedroom, library, garner suite (learning room in my department) are my only sanctuaries. i didn’t say i really really work hard. i know many people out there are working harder than me. but, i just need a break (eventhough i have had such a long break on christmas. haha)

today was the second exam. it wasn’t as well as i expected because i felt like i could do better than that. and honestly this feeling of i-could-do-better-but-i-didn’t sucks! what an agony. argh.

okay, next exam (last!) is the day after tomorrow. hope i wouldn’t screw up though i kind of lose motivation now. and after exams, two essays and coursework are still in line.

anyway, i believe there is still hope, even at the worst situation. fight! xx